Some of you reading this might laugh thinking im gone crazy… itz bout sum1 I know (this is insane telling every1) anyway here it goes…
It was jz da other day… I gt so super duper excited 4 sumthin small n it wz bout u (nt about u bt U) I had all kinds of feelings mixed up, nervous, happy, etc. my heart beat raced faster n faster… even though I know there’s nothing between us n I know we have talked bout this… I also know we promised that whatever that had happened will be a secret between us... n we promised to forget it n also assure ourselves that nothing really happened... i really am confused. i really am trying hard to erase every feelings that i have towards u... at times (many times) the feelings jz extinguishes... bt suddenly something... n the feelings jz lights up again... itz jz so hard althoough i dun wan 2 gt in a relationship now (until certain age of course)... i jz hope u realize that imstill here wishing n waiting... n no matter wat happens i'll forever hope for the best for you... n you'll forever remain in my heart as my 1st n best crush...